I had the grace of eating a 6-cheese pizza for dinner last night. Too bad the 6-cheeses on that pizza didn't agree with my stomach. Now I got stones in my gut. Ewww.
Permed my hair a few hours ago (safely, no scalp was damaged in this process kk), after getting Cedelia to do it when Mom started hesitating ("Well... last time I did it was when Cedelia was 10, I guess I can do it..."). Thanks Mom, for always making me feel uneasy. Since I haven't had my hair permed since like before Sakura Matsuri, now I have to get used to my hair -feeling- thinner again. Note "feeling", because I know that once new growth comes back my hair's going back to it's weird thickness again. Mmmmm, wavy hair.
I was supposed to have been doing a regular photo shoot in Central Park later today with some photographer, but now that it's supposed to be pouring like a shithead, I'm guessing plans are canceled. Thank God, I kind of fell out of the feeling of modeling now that it's so much colder. That means my knees are going to be in their worst condition, they're gonna feel so stiff, urgh. I'm meeting with a girl this afternoon though, to collect her money for the tea party. Dunno what else I'm going to do, I'm guessing from there I'm just gonna take my ass back home to sleep. I'll need to stop by the store and get some nail-stickers and shit like that though, for tomorrow's get-together.
I decided I'm probably going to have my outfit like a hime-casual look. e.x. Lolita with the himegyaru influence. At least, that's what I have in my mind so far. I'd do the whole lolita x sneaker casual thing but... not too in the mood for some reason e_e I'd have to wear one of my skirts and I'm not too in the mood for skirts, for whatever reason. So I think I got the general idea of my outfit down, now I just need to figure out what to do with my hair, and hope that the humidity doesn't kill it too much. I need some new hairspray to make sure it actually holds =w=
There's so much to do with it now, though. Now that my new-growth is permed, my bangs are pretty long for the most part, and I've been looking in AGEHA for a hairstyle I can work with. My only real concern is that my hair might not hold up... but we'll see.
So what I'm planning:
-Meta dress
-white fishnets
-pink plats
-white denim jacket (I'm probably going to put a makeshift corsage and wear it sort of JD-styled)
-ONE of my pink bags, I need to think on it.
-Pink BTSSB headbow (unless I can use one of Kelsey's tiaras? But it's not something I need-need)
-pearlxpinkxgold jewelry/accessories
That's basically all I got for now. It should look pretty good. Thinking about my outfit made me realize that I'm shifting towards more things that can be easily mixed to come up with an elegant look. Either a classical sweet look, or some sort of sweet style that I can hit off in casual clothing, that's not too in people's face with the color.
I'm still not sure who is going... if there's anyone who's coming and who's going to my tea party and you haven't given me the money yet, Sunday will be a good time. Just putting that out there.
Friday I was supposed to go to class, but the weather was crap and I felt like crap so I didn't go. Next week I'll start my hopeful "winning" streak in terms of passing this shit. If I finish my math Independent study though, I'm going to drop one of my math classes. Probably the one on Tuesday/Thursdays so I can rest on those days. Also, I'm going to the CVS near my school and see if they need work. I need to stop going to the one I used to work at just because I'm familiar with a bunch of the people there. If I go to this one by my job, there's no real way I can be late, and I can just go from school to there and just work the rest of the night. Easy money, I say. Now I just need to go, because apparently that specific store doesn't have an online application. Don't get it, but ok.
Ever since they've given me the A-OK, Omi and Opi's been asking when exactly I'm coming so they can set up a cable box in the room. I thought there wasn't a TV in there but apparently there is? Probably the small one. Eh. xD
I don't really watch T.V. like that, but I guess it's good to have just in case. What I -really- need is the modem for the internet, for whenever I get a computer system up there. I'm probably not gonna actually live there until like, maybe December or after New Years. They don't need to worry 'bout it much.
But I've been constantly thinking of how I'm gonna do that room up... my mom doesn't go there on weekends anymore, she decides to go on Tuesdays now (what) so I gotta see when I want to go over there.
First thing I'll probably get out of the way is posters and stuff. My Shimotsuma Monogatari poster and my autographed Kokusyoku Sumire one needs a place to hanggg. I need to take down my BTSSB poster as well to put up over there. Other than that, I think I just have... a bunch of Legend of Zelda and B5 posters (and olddd Chris Brown) that haven't seen the light of day in like 3+ years. I'm not too anxious of putting those up xD
I want to make a frame with a bunch of pictures of my friends. My lolita bitches, Muffy, any other met-through-fashion girls and make a collage and frame it and put it up. That'd be pretty nice.
I also need to go and see about the clothing space... I haven't been in that room since forever, so I dunno if the drawers and closet (did it even have a closet?) will fit my clothes AND my lolita clothes.
And speaking of clothing, I need to clean out some of my clothes. I need to motivate myself to stop dressing like shit when I feel like shit. That means getting rid of boring basics, old prints, bedroom t-shirts, ratty jeans (though I always wanted to alter them and make them like MA*RS jeans. Help, Kelsey, Aria? Someone? xD), things like that so I'll have no choice BUT to dress nice.
(Extra note: Remember to take ALL your lolita shit to the dry-cleaners soon, Amber. Might cost 30-50 dollars to do all of them but it'll be worth it.)
I need to start taking care of my hair more often, too. When I start getting lazy, my hair starts breaking everywhere and makes a mess, especially in the bathroom where I usually brush it. So no more of that! I need more hairpieces and stuff so it'll ALWAYS look nice, even on the shittiest, rainiest day. I need to build up my charisma again.
After all that, I need to concentrate deep on makeup... no joke. My blush done cracked and broke up into dust on me in the bottom of my makeup bag (stupid thing), most of the blush I have doesn't go with my skin tone and I need to get rid of them to save space and have cash to buy new sets. Specifically the Korean brands that I am falling in love with with each visit to Valentine's >A> Especially their Aery Jo makeup, and Gingko skin care setttt. Ugh they are so worth the money, I just need to get the money. xD
Ugh I want to change myself around by New Year's. Forget New Year's resolutions, I got goals to finish BY New Year's!
First thing's first: Switch up the music on my PSP. >A> The same music is getting olddd. First artist I need to put up my favorite Turtle Man.
That Girl - Pharrell WilliamsWhutwhut.