lol Daniel Radcliffe should not be on morning television =w=

It's only been a week and already my legs are toning out O_o

I was looking at myself in the mirror and I no longer have that weird.. triangle thing going on like that (between my thighs) when I'm standing straight. Fucking sweet.

I guess walking 3 miles each day going to and from work + being on the floor all day does help a lot after all :U Now to get rid of the gut and to stop eating at Checkers everyday. lulz

I hope I don't lose a bunch of ass from this though. When I went from a size 16 to size 11, I had developed stretch marks. Good thing they look like they go with my weird, 2-toned skin.

bikiniiiiiiiii

Ok so now that I have time to sit down on the computer~ xD


So I went to the theater around 4ish, the stars appeared around 5:30-6 I think.

I had gotten my Ravenclaw sweater in the mail this morning (Thanks again Arii <3333), so I wore that, with my brother' school shirt underneath, dark jeans and my white flats. Brought my Deathly Hallows book just in case.

Didn't see shipchan, so I just stood in a space right in front of where the red carpet starts. Of course as time went on, more and more people came. Some of the barricades were set up for families with little kids so they don't get mauled or crushed. At first they told us to move, but we didn't listen. xD Despite their "I WON'T SAY IT AGAIN" we didn't budge. A guy before him just told us to keep the entrance to the Hilton clear, which we were doing. Eventually they put up barricades in front of us, and then we waited.

Chatted with some of the girls about the crowd and whatnot, wondering if they were gonna close down the street (they didn't), stuff like that. Eventually it was 5-something and that's when some of the stars arrived.

First of course, was Daniel Radcliffe. The guy had to be like 5'5-5'6 or so because I felt tall as hell compared to him. He didn't come directly to us though (like the other stars), he went down the street to sign autographs and stuff, and then he came back, but instead of stopping by us, he waved at us and curved straight to the red carpet. I'm guessing the stingy ass security did that for some strange reason.

Then, Bonnie Wright came. The way her outfit and makeup and hair looked, it made her look like she was 21-23, in a good way of course. She looked really mature. Her body language reminded me of Megan sometimes xD Like, the "I'm not quite familiar" look. She was the only one that actually went our way, and she signed my book.


Alan Rickman came, didn't autograph, but he did wave at us (in all of his awesomeness). The actor who plays professor Flitwick came, and he was sooooo cute.(Yes, me with a usual midget-phobe) He brought his wife and kids there, and it was sooooooo adorable. A pocket-sized family. x'3

Tom Felton, of course. I think his family came too, because all the little white girls were fapping at this one guy, and he looked like an older Tom. Emma came, she looked GORGEOUS, Rupert of course, I'm trying to remember what other actor came. I believe David Yates came, I wasn't paying too much attention.


Then other celebrities came, I didn't know many of them, but two I definitely recognized was Ashanti and Lance Bass. xD Yes. They came to the premiere.

After an hour or so of watching them go down the red carpet or whatnot, the crowd began to lighten up.(at least by my spot), and eventually I left. Went to Kino's and then went home.

I was pretty satisfied, despite not getting anyone else's autograph. But that's what next time is for, hopefully :P wootwoot




Speaking of the HP movie, would anyone be interested in forming a little meet to see the IMAX? Maybe near the end of the month? I talked to shipchan and she says it might be nice to go with her HP cosplay group on a little get-together/photo shoot thinger on Governor's Island. I figure we can go to that meet, then go see the movie, and for those of us that are awesome, go out for a little bit of booze xD lulz

Their meet is on August 1st. So like, if you're interested, comment prz. Meet would obviously be some sort of Harry Potter related, gothic I guess? But it's whatever you want to do xD

Will give a detailed report on the HP premiere later when I get on my comp.


Only one thing to say for now;
Rupert Grint is fuccking hot in real life. I want to bang that fucker.


And I got my Deathly Hallows signed by Ginny :DDD

>A>;;;;;

So I missed work today because I had to watch Michael Jackson's memorial.

( In case you don't wish to hear the bawwww )

If someone is actually stupid enough to have a song about the INTERNET and actually uses terms like GMAIL and iPHONE in their lyrics, they are fucking stupid.

If the song actually happened to make it on music video countdowns on TV, then the world is brain-dead, along with music in general.





What the fuck, Lil' Kim. Seriously. Out of all the people.
Had you not wasted money on your new plastic-- well, EVERYTHING, you'd still be popular and hot.

Hoes, man.

So I was making some noodles in the kitchen when a huge fucking waterbug was climbing on the ceiling. Holy fuck I have never ducked so quickly in my life.

So yesterday, I went to the SYEP orientation late (yay, traffic), and they said I HAD to reschedule my orientation. When I know that it's only 10 minutes worth of telling me how payment is gonna be done, how long the program will last, how many hours I will get paid for at max, etc. etc. So they basically had me waste a whole fare to go to their dumb asses.


Went downtown to find the job. Didn't find the job at first, until I walked to Cobble Hill and found it. Thanks for not telling me the number nor location to the place, gaiz.

Waited there like 30 minutes for the manager. Did my "hours" and whatnot, shared my confusion and frustration of the SYEP people. None of the managers there really seemed to care. Since I was free labor for them, they're just letting me do whatever the hell I want. So after that I left.


So today was my official first day of work. Apparently someone from SYEP was supposed to come with forms and whatnot, but, they never came. Didn't even call. So, I just worked from 3 til 10ish. I'm really supposed to work from 4-9 but later on in the day I got so into putting up the inventory that I didn't leave immediately. The co-workers didn't understand lol. The whole day there actually was some kind of impending drama, me being new I didn't understand nor cared.

I walked from my house all the way downtown to the place. And when I was done, I walked all the way back. Next time I will actually eat food though. I literally ate only an apple and a bag of Sun Chips the whole day, from when I woke up to when I left my job. Not a good feeling.

I'll try to continue walking to and from work like that, unless it was a shitty day. Hopefully that'll help along with my little goal to slim down in my tummy area. So I can wears bikini. I'll probably change my work schedule so I can do DDR with Laura; of course, that's once I actually get money for transportation and whatnot.

Andddd yah. Trying to see what we're supposed to be doing tomorrow for July 4th. I honestly don't want to go out during the day that much, not when there's also some kind of terrorist watch and whatnot.

lol Oh yeah so funny story;;


I came home one day and Mom asked me if I knew a lolita named "Ariel". I was like, wut? The only Ariel I know of is the girl by Oma's house, and she's not loli. xD But she was really talking about punkneko66--Aria.

So like, my mom started to tell me about how her girl friend Tiffany? I think? From her school was riding in a cab that day in the Bronx, and the cab driver was bragging to her about his daughter and how she into Japanese fashion and all that. So Tiffany goes "oh yah, my friend in Brooklyn has a daughter who does that stuff, Lolita or something".

So apparently according to my mom the driver goes "YEAH THAT'S IT!" and high fives her (wut? xD). So then he calls her and asks her if she knows me and she was like "oh yah, I know Amber" and that's when Tiffany calls my mom and my mom relays the message on what happened.


Randomest story EVER

Sooooooo.

Apparently today was my first day on the job :/
What the fuck, man. I asked these people at the job fair last week when the hell I start working, and they said that they'll "call me" when they get their shit sorted.

Ok. I stayed over Laura's dorm, my fault. But I'm here looking at the caller I.D. and they had called after "work hours" with an automated message talking about my work. Here I am. 3:30. Listening to a message telling me I had to come in THIS morning (and then tomorrow morning, + some sort of program orientation later on in the day). Thank God for 411 since they never gave me the place's number EITHER. Talked to the manager, he told me no worries and that I'll just make up on Friday.

I still do not have a 'shift'. I'm guessing I have to go in and talk to the manager tomorrow.


But WHAT. They could at least have told me the DAY I started working! I would've just went down there in the morning my damn self! Ugh. Whatever, I know when I start now. My only problem is transportation. Sure, I can get a good exercise by actually just walking the whole way to work, but that's way too tiring and it's too hot for that. Especially with all these random thunderstorms? Hell no.

Transportation is really holding me back with my HP stuff. I might not get my outfit done until much later. Though there's nothing bad about that, there's the last two movies. e_e I guess.
It would be nice to do something with the outfit though. Oh well. Arii's sending my sweater, and I'm waiting for Kelsey's e-check to clear so I can buy the ties for us. Then I just have to pay Ginny for the bow, get the skirt done. There goes the most basic outfit, though since I'll probably not get it done on time, might as well get the more detailed shit, right?

Mmmm I'm looking at a couple of loli things on TaoBao, I might just have Mashimaro Girl get some things for me. I wonder how many stores have normal, sexy shoes that I want, though. It's probably gonna be hard to find out.


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My hair is a poofy-ish mess. It's not too bad. But then again, it's not that good either xD My legs were bit up. That bite from earlier? Still there and red as ever. But now I got bit even more. I have more than 10 mosquito bites on my legs. I still have others on my arms, though not as much.



Laura downloaded The Sims 3 and I was fapping all over that shit. Holy crap it's so awesome do want xD Her laptop kept on shutting off from overheating though, so the first time I didn't think of saving. Had to make my character and everything alllll over again.

I had fun with the character I made. xD It was hilarious. She studied journalism and I promoted her enough times to be a professional blogger. She dated her boss and slept with him until she got knocked up by him, and then turned around and had a romantic affair with some other "Loner". It was hilarious.

Of course, first time around when she had the baby, I didn't save up to that point, so when the laptop shut off she was back to like "4 days preggers". The first one was a girl that I named Beatrix, but the second time around I think it was a boy and I didn't look so I think I named him Beatrix xD Woops. I also forgot to max out the slots s/he had, so their only trait was "friendly". Before I left, I was up to the part where my character threw a party for the baby when it went from newborn to toddler. That's when I was like "uh oh" because the clothes didn't look anything close to a girl. xD Whatever, hopefully I can like, do something about it. Otherwise it's whatever, I've done too much work to send that baby to the adoption agency, lulz.

If I happen to download it onto my computer, I'll probably make some huge community based on real life, or EGL, whichever one I think will be most amusing.

Anyways, BACK to work.




EDIT: Anddddd Yahoo! is playing games with me again. I didn't get majority of the replies I got through LJ and Facebook. I dunno what the hell is up. Sorry in advance is I don't answer back >A>

Fawk I forgot TDF went live today

=w= bitchcakes

I got mad shit todo=A= Should've gotten it done mad long ago



--@ Laura's holyshitmidget laptop. I can hardly type on this thing. I'll just check everything when I get home in a little while.

lol The Apollo was packed. We didn't go. It started POURING XDXD

God the rain was so much fun (without the thunderstormmm). We got SOAKED. Laura on the other hand was not amused. xD Oh well, that's what we get for being too lazy to get our umbrellas from her dorm.


After I washed this morning, I noticed alllllllll these mosquito bites on both my legs. It was fuccking crazy. One is bit up, but then the other one looked like my man had beat me or something xD And it fucking itchesssss owowowow

Staying over Laura's dorm again, my hair is wet like shit so I'm hoping that whatever left of the curl activator will give m3e MJ curls xD lul

I need a back massage ahhh I hate waking up with a stiff back.

Gonna go to the MJ tribute at the Apollo today, then to The Door for hopefully what would be the first of many Independent Study Gym sessions @A@

How hot is it today? Maybe I'll curse everyone's eyes with booty shorts and a tank top.

Still no clue what to put for my blurb.
Why is it so hard to talk about yourself =w=


ed: lol random twitching.

ed2: Holy fuck I got the serious heat bumps. And I think another of them pimples in my ear.

Mom and Ramon needs to stop spreading their face AIDS to me. xD

Is anyone going to the MJ tribute at the Apollo tomorrow?

Never again will I watch BET.

I was watching the BET Awards. All of it.

The Michael Jackson tribute was complete SHIT. EVERYONE sounded like shit, with the exception of Jamie Foxx and NeYo. EVERYONE. No one can tell me otherwise.

The worst part is that Chris Brown was supposed to open the awards.

He was supposed to open the Awards with some kickass shit. But he didn't.

What happened?

Jay-Z happened.

This faggot kept Chris Brown from paying his RESPECTS to MJ.
Is Rihanna still sucking your cock to be acting like that? Are your boxers really up in a wad that you couldn't just let him perform?

NO ONE should be denied from paying their respects to anyone.

Chris Brown could've saved the awards up to a point. But NO. Petty drama had to get in the way.

I was pissed enough seeing that the awards were shit, I was pissed to see Janet's face, holding back tears, thanking everyone for their tributes and prayers because that was the only touching part other than Jamie Foxx and NeYo singing "Ben" at the end. Jay Z had the second biggest response, but only because he was of course, sucking his own cock in front of the whole audience. It was just terrible. Now just to find out that Jay Z did that to Chris Brown? What a manipulative fuck.

And forget BET for even letting him control shit like that. CB's performance could've done it.

edit: http://gossiponthis.com/2009/06/29/real-reason-why-chris-brown-didnt-perform-honor-michael-jackson-bet-awards/ And now they're saying this

Honestly Jay Z reason > "oh noes white media". Honestly, the Jay-Z theory has much better backing.

=A= I can't live without my camera. I have never noticed how much I use it until it broke a few weeks ago. I miss using it so much xDDDD God I have so much crap to put on Pupe but I can't do ittttt ughhhh

It's only the second official day of summer vacation and it already sucks ass so far. SYEP still haven't called me back, so I don't know when I start working, when I can talk to my employer about hours, etc, etc. I don't want them to call me next week like "Oh, you start work the next day :D Have funnnnn". It's simply not going to work out like that.

As far as working, I'm being very stingy about my hours. Yeah, yeah, I'm working retail and it's always hell, blahblahblah, but speaking that I have to do shit for school and whatnot, and I have the right to have my work hours shifted to work with my summer schoolwork, I'm not giving a crap about when they want me to work. They don't even bother coming and asking what time I want or the time we're SUPPOSED to start working.

Makes me wish I applied for the Children's Art&Science workshop again. sigh.


I keep on thinking about all the things I need to get with my money over the summer. I just can't wait till I get paid. But on the downside I keep on looking at mostly materialistic things, it makes me feel bad because I'm not getting -too- much money over the summer. Only roughly 1400 dollars, before health insurance is taken out of that. (Thank God they don't take tax out though.)

-back account
-State I.D. and/or Passport : 16 / 100 bux
-Paying back loans from Mom, Oma + other people : roughly 200
-Getting extensions : 30 bucks or so
-Circle lenses w/ prescription : 30 bucks
-Gal Meet: ???
-Lolita meets: ???
-Clothes + the like : ???????

That's.. basically it >A>

I gotta remember to go back to Elizabeth Center to get the photo album and bag I want.. = 60 bucks. Not bad. x3

To the news that Sony's being pressured to lower PS3 prices: DOOO ITTT YOU FAGGOTS DO ITTTTT


And ummmm. Yeahhhhh.



Also, I'm getting pissed off at the idiots at egl. They're too dim-witted to figure that she likes the AP brand and she's not trying to do the style, let alone the fact that they're freaking out about "omg, white tank + black bra WTFFFF". Black bra is the best thing to go for for dark skin. Girl needs some Strap Perfects, not a different colored bra. If you wanna nitpick at her outfit, then be RIGHT about what you're complaining about. imo she looks nice though, she just needed to fix her hair in a different hairstyle and wear something on top of the tank/wear something different on top.

It kind of wants me to post pictures of lolita in casual outfits, once I finish experimenting and find out my own personal style. They need more examples, or more Alice Deco slapped in their faces. This is exactly why I want to cover this in the TDF blog. Seriously. Then again, majority are openly expressing their jealousy and how she doesn't deserve to wear that stuff. Christ, you jealous fucks, just get the prints yourselves if you want! Though I am amused by those who discriminate against the black urban/hip-hop genre, so at times it's amusing. Particularly, this one girl who's username escapes me, who told me to fuck myself after I started with her for hating the "ghetto" in Lil Mama's first outfit, i.e. "the hooped earrings". lulz


edit: FAWK I started biting my skin again =w= bad habittt

Damn.

I can't believe it. I still can't believe it.

Everyone grew up listening to this dude. He was nearly EVERY music artist's inspiration, those that are out today.

Just.

Wow. I don't even want to talk to anybody right now. I seriously don't want to look at anyone's face.



Rest in Peace, Michael Jackson.